Monday morning.

I have had the night that just leaves me in suspense and a confusion that is definitely and utterly surprising.  Dreaming of the dad who just left my mum to let me live a good life where i could have all the required  provisions and necessities! I am not sure what i ought to do inorder to understand the nature of this particular dream. complicated. Sophisticated and wondrous. 

She sits right next to me. reading a book by one of the great guys who i just think i am a replica of C.S.Lewis. And so the sophistication continues and i wonder whether i could ever be part of her life at some point. That I may have the opportunity to breathe in the purifying nature of her atmosphere. No!! It is not love...maybe it is. But this is me being and feeling insatiable and confused! I end up looking at it as a beauty ; a para-normality that is just too  good to believe in and underestimate. perfection of insanity.

Many people would look for an answer within the words that i do write. But I end up being persistent in telling you that this is just too much of confusion to dare look at with the hope of searching for sense. For goodness sake it is Monday. HANGOVER. 

But i appreciate you reading this. I hope that you will identify with a word...a sentence...something tangible will indeed come to thee and cause a feeling of satisfaction to some degree.
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